Think too much

I'm being a typical Gemini again. My mind is filled with different situations and I'm mentally preparing myself for them. I'm going this emotional thrill for something I don't even have control over yet. Another word, I'm just "stress out" for nothing. I have been keeping myself busy these past couple days and hoping that I can "clear" my mind. Am I scare that I won't succeed? I'm guessing I'm. But it's something that one has to learn and let fate takes the course.

Sorry, just let me get these out of my chest for now. They are adding too many "drama" on top of my emotion.
1. All or nothing for FH2. FH2 is not FH with one of them. Looks like he won't do it w/out her as well. So one down
2. AJ should just date. J is obviously announcing his intention to the whole world
3. Alshin 가지 마 ...